... ten days until my first market and trying not to panic. trying not to let anxiety take over. it won't. i can do it. its no big deal. for once in my life i want everything to be perfect. i know it wont be as i will leave so much until the last minute and not get it all done. no i won't.
i am going now to write a schedule of stuff to do. there will be no panic. hooray!
it will be bliss.